Fanfiction: Mockingbirds & Butterflies - Chapter 2

Title:  Mockingbirds & Butterflies - Chapter 2

Genre:  General/Drama/Family

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: DCU

Pairing: ???

Word Count:  ~2880 words

Summary:  The Friday after being visited by his estranged father, Tim’s eldest brother Dick delivers the two people who are going to be sharing his home for the unforeseeable future.  However, Tim was not the only one kept in the dark until the last minute regarding this development.

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Fanfiction: Nobody Matters - Episode 2 - “Saigon Protocol”

Title: Nobody Matters - Episode 2 - “Saigon Protocol”

Genre: General

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: DCU/Kingdom Hearts crossover

Pairings: ???

Word Count:  ~2350

Summary:  The rare calm of Gotham City is shattered as the shadows literally rise up to consume it.  In the midst of the ensuing chaos, an alert is broadcast to a select group of individuals.  What is the “SAIGON PROTOCOL” and why has it been activated?

(Missed the last chapter?  Read “Episode 1 - Nobody Matters” here)

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Plot Bunny Tracks: plot ideas to put on the back burner…

…because I’ve already got enough in progress to worry about, but I need to write it down or else I’ll forget.

Batman/Silent Hill crossover
Bruce returns from an international trip to find out that some of his “children” are missing.  It started with a simple distress call investigation that Damian, Tim, and Stephanie went to check out in a town called Silent Hill.  Now Bruce and Dick must head into Silent Hill to find out what happened.

Plot bunny tracks…

As the air raid sirens blared ominously, Dick noted that Tim and Steph were running as fast as their legs could carry them.  It was actually hard to keep up with them.

It was as if they’re running for their very lives.

“Hurry!” Tim screamed back.  “Before it gets dark!  Run!  Run!”

Only then did Dick notice the atmosphere.  The mostly fog-ridden town was getting darker, but not in the normal way of dusk or nightfall. Suddenly, he noticed that their footsteps sounded different.  Looking down at the ground, he’s horrified to find that the pavement they all were running on was transforming into rusty worn metal plates and grating.

At least, he hoped that the dark red stains on the metal were rust.

Stephanie was the first to reach the church, an old whitewashed wooden building that looked more frail than any other structure Dick had seen since arriving in Silent Hill.  Its pale countenance stood out starkly against the darkening backdrop.  She desperately clawed at the door, struggling to get it to move.  Only when Tim joined her did their combined strength pry the entrance open.  As soon as they could, the two of them practically dove inside, and once Dick was inside as well, Tim dragged the door shut with a resounding slam that seemed to rattle every stained glass window in the building.

Dick’s lungs burned as he struggled to catch his breath.  While he stood there in the foyer, he looked around to take note of their surroundings. 

Clearly this building was one that Tim and Steph, at least, had been using as some sort of makeshift safe house.  Supplies such as medicine, food, water, and weapons were stockpiled among the pews, obviously scavenged from around the town.  It confused Dick, though.  From all appearances, it looked as if Tim and Steph had been collecting supplies over a week or two, when he was certain they’d only been missing for about twenty-four hours.

Then a sound from outside the church caught Dick’s attention.

Footsteps…

Heavy lumbering footsteps…

Scraping metal on metal…

Like someone dragging something heavy along the steel plated metal ground…

Dick turned towards the door.

“Don’t open it.”

He looked back to see that Steph and Tim had moved themselves deeper the church’s interior and had curled themselves up underneath the altar.  Dick was honestly surprised that Steph’s desperate whisper had reached him from all the way over there.

It was the first good look Dick had gotten of the two of them since he’d found them.  Their street clothes were ripped and torn in places.  Their faces and hands were dirty as well.  Their eyes were heavily shadowed, as if they hadn’t slept for days.  They looked like terrified children who’d just woken up from a nightmare and were trying to hide from the monsters plaguing their dreams.

Tim shook his head.  “Stay away from the door,” the young man whispered in a tone similar to Stephanie’s.  “Please… Just stay away…”

Dick looked back at the door.  He noticed an old fashioned keyhole.  Against the whispered pleadings of the teenagers behind him, Dick knelt down and put his eye against the keyhole.

Beyond the tiny metal window to the world beyond the church, Dick caught the vague outline of a massive bear-like man dressed in a bloodied butcher’s apron.  Where his head ought to have been, though, was a huge metal pyramid with no features… No eyes… No mouth… In his right hand, Dick swallowed hard as he caught sight of the massive butcher’s knife nearly as big as he was, dragging along the ground and leaving a thin trail of blood in its wake.

Suddenly, the pyramid-headed man stopped.

Its head jerked around to Stare. Right. At. Dick.

Dick barely leapt back from the door in time as the massive butcher’s knife skewered the door.  As the sound of Tim and Steph terrified screams filled his ears, Dick felt his heart leap to his throat at the sight of the tip of the blood-streaked blade, which had stopped just inches from his head.

Within the church, the blade of the knife began smoldering.  Slowly it was retracted.  When the knife had completely vacated the building, the gaping hole it left behind disappeared, as if nothing had pierced the door in the first place.

The only evidence left behind that anything had even happened was the uncontrollable tremble that wracked Dick’s whole body and the frightened sobs of Tim and Stephanie at his back.

Batman/American Vampire crossover
Tam Fox has the misfortune of falling into a trap set by the League of Assassins and ends up being killed by Ra’s al Ghul as punishment/a message for Red Robin.  However, unfortunately for the League, the trap they spring happens in the view of a dark fellow named Skinner Sweet.  Out of a morbid sense of humor and desire to stir up a new brand of chaos in Gotham City, Skinner revives woman as a very unusual breed of vampire… A vampire who has no weakness against sunlight, holy artifacts, wooden stakes, or silver…

Plot bunny tracks…

Tim glared daggers at Ra’s on his computer screen.  “You’re lying!” he growled.

Ra’s smirked.  “Do you think I would make a joke regarding something like this?  I warned you there would be consequences to your actions against me and my organization, Timothy.”

The young man’s blue eyes were filling with tears, but he stubbornly refused to let them fall.  “It’s not true.  I just saw Tam a few hours ago.  If you’ve hurt one hair on her head, I swear—”

The old man on the computer screen chuckled darkly.  “I saw to her end myself, Detective,” he sneered.  “With my own blade.”

“Liar!”

As a murderous rage whelled up deep within Tim, the sound of the door to his command center opening startled him.  Immediately thinking that it was one of the League’s assassins come to attack him while he was off-guard, the young man pulled several throwing disks from his belt.

“Tim?”

The disks fell to the floor with small clatters.  Relief flooded his system as a familiar silhouette filled the doorway.  “Tam!” 

She smiled ruefully.  “Sorry about startling you.  Can’t blame anyone but yourself, though, ninja-boy.  You did give me a key, after all.”

“No…” Ra’s voice of disbelief was a mere whisper that Tim ignored as Tamara Fox walked towards him.  “You’re dead… I— I killed you myself…”

“Are you alright, Tam?” Tim asked as he gathered the dark skinned beauty in his arms.

She laughed softly as he looked her over anxiously from head to toe.  “I’m just fine Tim.”  As Tim hugged her close, Tam looked over his shoulder and fixed a hard stare full of deadly promises on Ra’s al Ghul, her normally brown eyes glowing gold in the computer screen’s flickering light.

“I’ve never felt better.”

Fanfiction: Birds of a Feather - Part 1

Title:  Birds of a Feather - Part 1

Genre:  Humor

Rating: PG

Fandom: Batman/Red Robin

Pairing: Tim Drake/Tam Fox

Summary:  Tam’s been stressed like crazy for finals, so Tim tries to be nice and gets her a present to cheer her up. 

Long story short… He fails… Epically… And gets his tail feathers chewed out in the process because of it.  Naturally, he turns to Dick for help, who is some help.  Not a lot of help, mind you, but some.

At least he makes a fairly decent human shield…

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Fanfiction: Nobody Matters - Episode 1 - “Not Prepared”

Title:  Nobody Matters - Episode 1 - “Not Prepared”

Genre:  General

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: DCU/Kingdom Hearts crossover

Pairing: ???

Word Count:  1569

Summary:  It started in Los Angeles, California.  The Teen Titans, led by Red Robin and Wonder Girl, were summoned to fight a mysterious new alien threat.  However, they were not prepared for what they faced. 

No one was…

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Fanfiction: Innocence Lost (one-shot)(flash fiction)

Title:  Innocence Lost

Genre:  Angst/Grief

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: DCU (pre-reboot Red Robin/Batman)

Pairing: none

Word Count:  1000

Summary:  In Red Robin 25, Tim Drake life and virtue were saved by Cassandra Cain.  What if his life had been saved, but nothing else instead?  What happens twelve months after the fact?

Warnings:  Possible triggers for mention of rape and surrendering a child for adoption

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Fanfiction: Ace in the Hole (one-shot)(flash fiction)

Title:  Ace in the Hole

Genre:  Drama

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: Batman

Pairing: none

Summary:  Jason Todd, the Red Hood, stares down a target in the sights of his rifle at the request of an unexpected source.  Nightwing shows up and attempts to stop him…

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Should I?

[[ Chat log of a conversation between me and a friend about the idea of creating a FF7/DC mashup RPG... ]]
HourglassThorne:
i was thinking… been missing rping… toying with the idea of reviving a version of the game, but instead of mashing up all FF characters into FF7, was going to mash up DC universe characters into FF7 world. (was kinda inspired imagining the entire Bat Clan as TURKS
galaxypaiv:
oh wow
HourglassThorne:
yeah… it was just a random idea. saw something that reminded me of FF7.. i think it was stumbling on some Reno and Rude plushies on DeviantArt. It got me thinking along those lines… any alien heroes/villians could be aligned either with Jenova or Ancients… giving certain characters access to materia as well as weapons from FF7 world… chocobos of course… summons…
galaxypaiv:
hmm
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HourglassThorne:
hmmm… wonder if it would be possible to structure a tumblr blog in such a way that people could play an rpg on it.
galaxypaiv:
hmm, good question!
HourglassThorne:
reflexively i want to say it COULD be possible… but would probably require a LOT of work
galaxypaiv:
and thus it takes root in your head?
HourglassThorne:
yep. *facepalm* i think i'm a glutton for punishment.
galaxypaiv:
maybe XD
HourglassThorne:
XD
galaxypaiv:
but at least it's fun punishment you're a glutton for?
HourglassThorne:
yeah. i guess enough time's passed for me to forget what a headache it is to mod a game
galaxypaiv:
I literally laughed
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HourglassThorne:
hmmm… is it bad that I imagine Bruce Wayne, or at least Damian, having a black chocobo who has a tendency to bite?
galaxypaiv:
No XD Who would breed a gold one though?
HourglassThorne:
not sure. it could be that those haven't been bred yet…. they are supposed to be pretty rare. Dick Grayson would HAVE to have a blue one… that likes to groom its owner affectionately. Jason Todd wouldn't have a chocobo. He's got a motorcycle fetish (and is allergic to chocobo feathers)
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galaxypaiv:
what would Bruce's connection to Shinra be though, as a billionaire
HourglassThorne:
hmmmm.. that'd be a tough one… Head of weapons manufacturing company that supplies Shinra?
galaxypaiv:
I can't see Bruce as a TURK
HourglassThorne:
Yeah…. I can see his boys as TURKS, but not him…. Could see him as funding AVALANCHE……. Maybe even keeping that aspect of things secret from his "sons" since they are so close to the company... it would be convoluted.... and i couldn't play all those characters… I might play Bruce... the boys… they'd have to played by others
galaxypaiv:
and oh the drama when they find out he funds AVALANCHE
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[[ Several years back, I used to create, play, and mod RPG games on LiveJournal and GreatestJournal. These were mostly Final Fantasy based. The two I created and ran myself ended up running for about two years each. It was a fun time, but eventually I got burned out and needed to take time away from it all. ]]
[[ Now, though, I've got the germ of an idea in my head for starting up an rpg of some sort again, either through journals or blogs... not sure what would be more feasible... If there is any interest in this sort of game from anyone else, please drop me a line in my ASK box. If there's enough interest, I might do more to make this vision i have a reality. ]]
kaciart:

“Tired, Babybird?”


  Author’s Notes This drabble was inspired by a series of Tiny!Tim fanart pieces created by the incredibly talented kaciart.   Though the images themselves are extremely adorable slice of life  scenes mostly between Tim and Dick, as I looked over the lot of the  images, I got to wondering about what might’ve happened to de-age Tim in  the first place.   Hence the words written below.
Special note to Kaciart: I hope you like the story.  I absolutely adore your artwork.
Title:  &#171;&#160;REWIND &#171;
To  everyone else in the Watchtower, the confirmation that Tim had been  permanently changed was being treated like the absolute worst news in  the world.  Dick frowned deeply as he listened to the words that were  tossed around between their friends. “&#8230;Tragic&#8230;”“&#8230;Horrible accident&#8230;”“&#8230;Catastrophic&#8230;”“&#8230;Poor Tim&#8230;”The  man behind Nightwing’s mask heard the words, and for the umpteenth time  since he learned of his younger brother’s unfortunate transformation he  felt a knot twist in the pit of his stomach.  He pushed himself off of  the wall he’d been leaning against and started walking away from the  other Titans and League members gathered around Zatanna and Dr.  Mid-Nite, who’d just finished giving their report on Tim’s condition.“Dick?  Where are you going?” Wally asked, catching the black and blue vigilante moving out of the corner of his eye.“I’m  going to take Tim home.”  The tests Zatanna and Mid-Nite had conducted  on his younger brother had exhausted the poor boy, so Dick had left him  on a cot in the examination room so that he could get some sleep.“But  we need to figure out what we’re going to do next!” Connor said.   “There’s got to be a way to fix whatever the hell it was Klarion did to  him!”“I  already told you,” Zatanna cut in, a frustrated expression on her own  face.  “There’s nothing that can be done!  His biological clock has been  permanently rewound.  Even if we could turn it forward again and return  him to his original age, he’s already lost all his memories of the last  thirteen&#8212;”“I  can’t accept that!”  Cassie interrupted, her declaration joined by  several affirmations from her fellow Titans.  “There has to be a spell  or some medicine&#8212;”“Physically, there’s nothing wrong with him.  Tim should be able to age normally from&#8212;”“He wouldn’t just give up on&#8212;”“There is no spell to reverse this!  I’ve told you all&#8212;”“We can’t do nothing&#8212;”“WILL YOU ALL JUST SHUT UP?!” Nightwing’s  voice, taking a tone too similar to that of his mentor, rose sharply  above the cacophony, bringing everyone to a startled silence.  Only when  all was finally quiet did he notice the sound of timid whimpering.  A  quick look around was all it took for Dick to locate the source of the  pitiful noise, and the sight of the tiny boy huddled in the shadow of a  nearby pillar was more than enough to break his heart.  The others and  their arguments were quickly set aside as he moved to where the boy was  hiding.“Timmy?”   he murmured gently as he knelt down to be closer to the four-year old  boy’s level.  Dick’s chest tightened when the child flinched away from  his outstretched hand, eyes squeezed tightly shut, and trembling with  fear.  Only then did he remember how much the uniform as a whole scared  his little brother now.  Kicking himself mentally, he removed his mask  and squirreled it away in a compartment in his gauntlet.  This time,  when he reached out for Timothy, the boy didn’t draw back.  “C’mon  kiddo.  It’s alright.  It’s just me.”Timidly,  like a skittish fawn, a now four-year old Tim crawled on his hands and  knees out of the shadows.  He paused only once, round blue eyes  telegraphing his anxiety as he glanced around the room.  Then, as  quickly as his legs could carry him, the boy pushed himself up and  dashed for Dick, tackling him hard enough to rock the older man back  slightly on his heels.  “I  wanna go home!” Tim whined into Dick’s chest as he buried his face  against the blue stripe of his brother’s uniform.  “Please!  I don’t  wanna be here anymore!”Dick  gathered Tim up in his arms and cradled him close.  His lips found  their way to the crown of the boy’s head.  “Whatever you want, Timmy,”  he whispered into the child’s hair before rising to his own feet, his  little brother still nestled in his strong arms.  After giving the  others one last warning look, daring any of them to try and stop him  from leaving, he exited the conference room and made his way to the  teleport tubes.

It  had been an insanely difficult week for everyone involved.  What had  originally started off as a simple mission to go after Klarion the Witch  Boy and stop the havok he’d been wreaking in New Orleans became  anything but when a seventeen-year old Tim, as Red Robin, got blasted  with a spell that stole exactly thirteen years from his life.  Thirteen  years worth of physical growth and thirteen years worth of memories were  suddenly extinguished in the blink of an eye.Interestingly enough, Tim had not been the original target of Klarion’s spell at the time when it happened.The witch boy’s original target had been Damian, who’d been working with the Titans as Robin on the fateful day.That  first week, after they got Tim back home to Wayne Manor, had been  utterly disastrous.  The worst part was trying to explain to the now  confused, scared little boy that he couldn’t go home to his mom and dad,  no matter how much he begged and pleaded, that they were gone forever.   They didn’t even bother to explain to the child about his connection to  Bruce now.  The first time the de-aged boy unknowingly met his adopted  father was when the man was in his full Batman uniform and had just  returned home after a difficult night on the streets of Gotham that was  reflected both on his armor and in his demeanor.Dick  knew Bruce would never admit it aloud, but the terror-stricken look  Timothy had given him that night cut his adopted father straight to the  quick.  In typical “Bruce” fashion, the older man dealt with it by  trying to avoid the child as much as possible, in and out of uniform,  much to his eldest son’s growing irritation.Alfred  helped when and where he could.  Thank God for that wonderful old man!  Damian even did what he was asked with only the barest modicum of  half-hearted snark towards his former bitter rival.  Mostly likely, it  was due to the fact that he knew he owed his once-elder/now-younger  brother a debt he might never be able to repay.  However, when all was  said and done, it was Dick who truly cared the most for Tim.He was the one who comforted him when the nightmares woke him in the middle of the night&#8230;He was the one who held him as he sobbed broken-heartedly, grieving for the mom and dad he would never see again&#8230;He was the only one who could coax even the barest hint of a smile out of the boy when things seemed to finally be settling down.“So  there’s nothing they can do to fix him?” Bruce asked after Dick had put  Tim to bed.  The brothers had returned to Wayne Manor barely an hour  ago, and the younger one had been utterly exhausted by the trip.“Zatanna  and Dr. Mid-Nite did everything they could.  They’re convinced that  Tim’s condition is permanent, though of course his friends have other  ideas.”“And what do you think?”Dick  looked towards the stairwell that led up to the bedrooms.  “I think I  just want to make sure that Tim’s going to be alright, no matter how old  he is right now.”  He looked up at Bruce.  “Tim really needs you right  now.  You’re still his father, even if he doesn’t know it yet.”Bruce looked down into his coffee.  “I don’t know&#8212;”His eldest son’s eyes went wide in disbelief, the narrowed in anger.  “Don’t know?!  How can you say that?!”“Tim  is terrified of me,” Bruce said with a trace of sadness.  “Even when  I’m out of uniform. And I don’t have the slightest clue about how to  handle someone as young as him.”  He sighed.  “I don’t know if I’m the  right person he really needs in his life right now to help get him  through all of this.”“Then who do you think is the right one?”

kaciart:

“Tired, Babybird?”


 
Author’s Notes

This drabble was inspired by a series of Tiny!Tim fanart pieces created by the incredibly talented kaciart.  Though the images themselves are extremely adorable slice of life scenes mostly between Tim and Dick, as I looked over the lot of the images, I got to wondering about what might’ve happened to de-age Tim in the first place.  

Hence the words written below.

Special note to Kaciart: I hope you like the story.  I absolutely adore your artwork.


Title:  « REWIND «

To everyone else in the Watchtower, the confirmation that Tim had been permanently changed was being treated like the absolute worst news in the world.  Dick frowned deeply as he listened to the words that were tossed around between their friends.
 
“…Tragic…”

“…Horrible accident…”

“…Catastrophic…”

“…Poor Tim…”

The man behind Nightwing’s mask heard the words, and for the umpteenth time since he learned of his younger brother’s unfortunate transformation he felt a knot twist in the pit of his stomach.  He pushed himself off of the wall he’d been leaning against and started walking away from the other Titans and League members gathered around Zatanna and Dr. Mid-Nite, who’d just finished giving their report on Tim’s condition.

“Dick?  Where are you going?” Wally asked, catching the black and blue vigilante moving out of the corner of his eye.

“I’m going to take Tim home.”  The tests Zatanna and Mid-Nite had conducted on his younger brother had exhausted the poor boy, so Dick had left him on a cot in the examination room so that he could get some sleep.

“But we need to figure out what we’re going to do next!” Connor said.  “There’s got to be a way to fix whatever the hell it was Klarion did to him!”

“I already told you,” Zatanna cut in, a frustrated expression on her own face.  “There’s nothing that can be done!  His biological clock has been permanently rewound.  Even if we could turn it forward again and return him to his original age, he’s already lost all his memories of the last thirteen—”

“I can’t accept that!”  Cassie interrupted, her declaration joined by several affirmations from her fellow Titans.  “There has to be a spell or some medicine—”

“Physically, there’s nothing wrong with him.  Tim should be able to age normally from—”

“He wouldn’t just give up on—”

“There is no spell to reverse this!  I’ve told you all—”

“We can’t do nothing—”

“WILL YOU ALL JUST SHUT UP?!”

Nightwing’s voice, taking a tone too similar to that of his mentor, rose sharply above the cacophony, bringing everyone to a startled silence.  Only when all was finally quiet did he notice the sound of timid whimpering.  A quick look around was all it took for Dick to locate the source of the pitiful noise, and the sight of the tiny boy huddled in the shadow of a nearby pillar was more than enough to break his heart.  The others and their arguments were quickly set aside as he moved to where the boy was hiding.

“Timmy?”  he murmured gently as he knelt down to be closer to the four-year old boy’s level.  Dick’s chest tightened when the child flinched away from his outstretched hand, eyes squeezed tightly shut, and trembling with fear.  Only then did he remember how much the uniform as a whole scared his little brother now.  Kicking himself mentally, he removed his mask and squirreled it away in a compartment in his gauntlet.  This time, when he reached out for Timothy, the boy didn’t draw back.  “C’mon kiddo.  It’s alright.  It’s just me.”

Timidly, like a skittish fawn, a now four-year old Tim crawled on his hands and knees out of the shadows.  He paused only once, round blue eyes telegraphing his anxiety as he glanced around the room.  Then, as quickly as his legs could carry him, the boy pushed himself up and dashed for Dick, tackling him hard enough to rock the older man back slightly on his heels.  

“I wanna go home!” Tim whined into Dick’s chest as he buried his face against the blue stripe of his brother’s uniform.  “Please!  I don’t wanna be here anymore!”

Dick gathered Tim up in his arms and cradled him close.  His lips found their way to the crown of the boy’s head.  “Whatever you want, Timmy,” he whispered into the child’s hair before rising to his own feet, his little brother still nestled in his strong arms.  After giving the others one last warning look, daring any of them to try and stop him from leaving, he exited the conference room and made his way to the teleport tubes.



It had been an insanely difficult week for everyone involved.  What had originally started off as a simple mission to go after Klarion the Witch Boy and stop the havok he’d been wreaking in New Orleans became anything but when a seventeen-year old Tim, as Red Robin, got blasted with a spell that stole exactly thirteen years from his life.  Thirteen years worth of physical growth and thirteen years worth of memories were suddenly extinguished in the blink of an eye.

Interestingly enough, Tim had not been the original target of Klarion’s spell at the time when it happened.

The witch boy’s original target had been Damian, who’d been working with the Titans as Robin on the fateful day.

That first week, after they got Tim back home to Wayne Manor, had been utterly disastrous.  The worst part was trying to explain to the now confused, scared little boy that he couldn’t go home to his mom and dad, no matter how much he begged and pleaded, that they were gone forever.  They didn’t even bother to explain to the child about his connection to Bruce now.  The first time the de-aged boy unknowingly met his adopted father was when the man was in his full Batman uniform and had just returned home after a difficult night on the streets of Gotham that was reflected both on his armor and in his demeanor.

Dick knew Bruce would never admit it aloud, but the terror-stricken look Timothy had given him that night cut his adopted father straight to the quick.  In typical “Bruce” fashion, the older man dealt with it by trying to avoid the child as much as possible, in and out of uniform, much to his eldest son’s growing irritation.

Alfred helped when and where he could.  Thank God for that wonderful old man!  Damian even did what he was asked with only the barest modicum of half-hearted snark towards his former bitter rival.  Mostly likely, it was due to the fact that he knew he owed his once-elder/now-younger brother a debt he might never be able to repay.  However, when all was said and done, it was Dick who truly cared the most for Tim.

He was the one who comforted him when the nightmares woke him in the middle of the night…

He was the one who held him as he sobbed broken-heartedly, grieving for the mom and dad he would never see again…

He was the only one who could coax even the barest hint of a smile out of the boy when things seemed to finally be settling down.

“So there’s nothing they can do to fix him?” Bruce asked after Dick had put Tim to bed.  The brothers had returned to Wayne Manor barely an hour ago, and the younger one had been utterly exhausted by the trip.

“Zatanna and Dr. Mid-Nite did everything they could.  They’re convinced that Tim’s condition is permanent, though of course his friends have other ideas.”

“And what do you think?”

Dick looked towards the stairwell that led up to the bedrooms.  “I think I just want to make sure that Tim’s going to be alright, no matter how old he is right now.”  He looked up at Bruce.  “Tim really needs you right now.  You’re still his father, even if he doesn’t know it yet.”

Bruce looked down into his coffee.  “I don’t know—”

His eldest son’s eyes went wide in disbelief, the narrowed in anger.  “Don’t know?!  How can you say that?!”

“Tim is terrified of me,” Bruce said with a trace of sadness.  “Even when I’m out of uniform. And I don’t have the slightest clue about how to handle someone as young as him.”  He sighed.  “I don’t know if I’m the right person he really needs in his life right now to help get him through all of this.”

“Then who do you think is the right one?”

Confidence Lost (Chapter 32) (THE END)

Title:  Confidence Lost (Chapter 32)

Genre:  Drama

Rating: PG-13

Fandom:  Batman/White Collar (crossover)

Summary:  Everything about Neal Caffrey’s past prior to his 18th birthday is a mystery, even to him.  However, when someone unexpectedly recognizes him by a name that he has never used as an alias before, he learns that the biggest con of his life is literally his life.

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Fanfiction: A Brother’s Influence (part 1 of 2?)

Title:  A Brother’s Influence (part 1 of 2?) (part 2 found here)

Genre:  Fluff/Romance

Rating: PG-13

Fandom: Batman/Red Robin/Teen Titans

Pairing: Tim Drake x Cassandra Sandsmark

Summary:  At Titan’s Tower, Cassie gets an unexpected, unwelcomed visit from one of her many half-brothers, who ends up taking an interest in bestowing a few of his gifts on Tim. 

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NaNoWriMo - Day 9

Word Count:  ????

I’ve been writing, but I haven’t been counting recently.  This is a marked departure for me from previous years participating in NaNoWriMo.  In years gone by, I would obsess over daily word counts to an almost unhealthy degree.  It would drive my friends and family crazy.

This year… Not so much…

Maybe it’s a testament to all the massive amount of stress and crap I had to put up with in the months leading up to November?  Being laid off from a company I spent over five years with… Moving my entire family across three state lines for an uncertain new job… Dealing with massive financial issues that come with losing income for several months and starting a new life elsewhere…

I think, after all that, stressing over how many words I put on a few pieces of paper every day seems rather silly.

Not sure what this will mean for my end of month word count.  Will I still be able to make it to 50k?  I couldn’t honestly tell you.

And honestly… I don’t really care.

This year, despite my initial intentions for NaNoWriMo this year, quality is edging out quantity.  I love the story I’m writing.  I care deeply for all the characters I’ve got tucked under my pen.  All in all, this is leaving me feeling very much against rushing the process, as NaNoWriMo is supposed to encourage. 

Yes, I know this is only a first rough draft I’m crafting.  I know large parts of it will change when I finally get out my inner editor for the first round of edits.

However, this year, the muses refuse to be rushed.

Story Notes

There are two characters within this story that have made themselves more visible and relevant than I’d originally planned on.  Originally, they were only to be there as a nod to the greater DC universe, one of many I include in my stories set in this fandom.  However, they have become more important to the plot and main characters than I had anticipated.

These are the magician/sorcerer Zatara, and his daughter Zatanna.

In original canon DC universe, both past and current, neither of these characters had anything to do with Dick Grayson’s past.  In certain animated series episodes from Batman, Bruce Wayne had dealings with both during his initial training to become Batman, but that was as far as it went for the most part in terms of backstory.

In this story, these two characters are members of Haly’s Circus along with the Graysons.  Zatara conducts a spectacular magic act as part of the show, and though his daughter is a year too young to perform, she is still training.  Despite the fact that both can perform actual true magic, for the shows they only use the same kind of smoke and mirror special effects illusions that many other professional magicians use.

Zatara and his daughter are close to the Graysons.  Zatanna (nicknamed Zanna) is best friends with Dick, the two having known each other since they were toddlers.  Zatara is hinted at having a mysterious past, especially in regards to Zatanna’s absent mother, but whether or not this will play out in this particular story remains to be seen.

How their presence will ultimately influence the fates of the Graysons is uncertain at this point, even by me.  I may have to revisit my original book of notes and outlines and do a bit of editing.

  

NaNoWriMo: Day 2

End of Day 2 Word Count:  3556

Didn’t make it to 2k words today like I’d hoped, but I’m still on track. Unfortunately, the weather here in Denver made the morning commute hellish, and trying to write on a bus when it’s 28 degrees out and you have no gloves of any sort is damn near impossible. 

Hopefully the weather will be better tomorrow.

Story Notes

Focusing a lot of attention right now on Haly’s Circus.  Here are the characters in play so far:

  • Dick Grayson:  10 years old… acrobatic trapeze artist with black hair and blue eyes.  Third generation member of Haly’s Circus.  It’s his first year actively performing alongside his parents on the trapeze in front of live audiences.  He loves being in the center ring and in the spotlight with his family, but there is one routine his parents do on their own that he does not like.
  • John Grayson:  31 years old… father of Dick and husband of Mary.  Has black hair and brown eyes.  Second generation member of Haly’s Circus.  His father (now deceased) was one of the original trapeze artists when the circus was first founded.  He loves his wife and son, but tends to be a bit of a practical joker and a tease around them.  Also has no qualms about flirting shamelessly with his wife in public, much to the embarrassment of Dick.
  • Mary Grayson:  29 years old… mother of Dick and wife of John.  Has red hair and blue eyes.  First generation member of Haly’s Circus.  She was a high school gymnast who fell in love with both John and the circus.  Ran away from home at age 16 to join both.  Adores her husband and son.  Despite their career in the circus, she tends to be a bit of a mother-hen Dick when they aren’t on stage.
  • C.C. Haly:  62 years old… Ring master of Haly’s Circus.  Has been running the family business for the better part of three decades.  Is a big, strong barrel-chested man with arms as thick as tree trunks, a bald head, and wears his long mustache in an old fashioned handlebar style.  The kids who live and work in the circus call him “Uncle C.C.”
  • Zatara:  42 years old… Master magician of Haly’s Circus.  Is often the first act to warm up the audience, but will be the closing act if the Flying Graysons are unable to perform for any reason.  Though his stage act is all “smoke and mirrors” he is able to perform actual mystical arts.  He does this very sparingly, though, as he is attempting to hide his presence for some currently unknown reason.
  • Zatanna:  9 years old… only daughter of Zatanna.  Mother is unknown.  She is being taught both stage magic and true magic by her father, but is still a year too young to perform live on stage.  Her birthday is February 29.  Currently the spell she knows best is one which allows her to speak with the animals at the circus.  She is also Dick’s best friend, almost like a sister, since they’ve known each other since they were toddlers.

My favorite characters to write, thus far, are John and Mary, which is both fun and sad, considering what their ultimate fates will be.  As I write them, I can clearly see where an older Dick Grayson gets his personality. 

This is not a part of my novel for NaNoWriMo, but it is a scene that’s played out in my head whenever I think of the Grayson family together, while trying to figure out the personalities of the parents specifically.  I hope you enjoy this little slice-of-life moment.

The scene awaits beneath the “read more” cut.

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NaNoWriMo - Day 1

It’s the first day of National Novel Writing Month, and like so many other writers I’ve been rarin’ to go. 

Stockpiling time on a daily basis is going to be key for me this year.  Because I know there will be days in November where writing will be damn near impossible (aka Thanksgiving), I’m attempting to write at least 2,000 words per day, instead of just 1,667.  That way, I’m setting myself up to be able to finish 50,000 words in 25 days, instead of 30.  That should, in theory, allow me five days where I don’t have to worry about my word count. 

This means, though, that I’ll need to be writing not just at home, but outside it as well.

When I’m at work, I’m guaranteed at least 30min-1hr for lunch to myself.  When I’m at home, there’s no peace for me to write until my two daughters are in bed (and quite possibly my husband too, because he’s just as big a distraction as they are whenever I am in a mood to write and he knows it).  If I take the bus instead of the train to work in the morning and afternoon, I can pick up an extra 40 min of writing between the two commutes. 

We’ll see today if this allows me to make my word count easily, or if I’ll have to squirrel away more time somewhere…

As for the subject of my novel this year, I’ve decided that I’m not burned out on Batman-related fanfiction yet.  I’ve also been inspired, in part, by my own feelings towards the current DCnU reboot.  I played around with some ideas over the summer, but now I’m going to be bringing them to life.  I’ve decided to create my own version of a rebooted DC universe, specifically focusing in on the Gotham City clan of heroes.

Thus far, these are the only things I’m absolutely certain of concerning my story at this point:

  • Rather than rewrite the Batman mythos from year one, this novel is focused primarily on Dick Grayson and how he became Robin.  Bruce Wayne’s own backstory will be revealed throughout as a side-story interwoven in the main tale.
  • Unlike the “soft reboot” DC is trying to sell people on for their “New 52”, this story is a total reboot, set in a completely different Earth.  If I had to classify it, I’d consider this an “Elseworlds” story.  Staying away from putting it on Earth-#whatever.
  • Tim Drake will also be introduced in this story.  He and his family have a far more significant presence in Bruce Wayne’s life than in canon.
  • The main antagonist in this story will be Black Mask.

If anyone has any questions or comments about my NaNoWriMo project this year, please feel free and ask away.  If it’s something I can answer, I will.

Who knows.  I may help me with future plot development, which I always appreciate.


End of Day 1 Word Count:  2,152

So far, so good.  Figured out tonight that, in order to reach my word count writing by hand, I’ll need to fill at least 5-6 pages of my notebook (back and front) every day.

Confidence Lost (Chapter 31)

Title:  Confidence Lost (Chapter 31)

Genre:  Drama

Rating: PG-13

Fandom:  Batman/White Collar (crossover)

Summary:  Everything about Neal Caffrey’s past prior to his 18th birthday is a mystery, even to him.  However, when someone unexpectedly recognizes him by a name that he has never used as an alias before, he learns that the biggest con of his life is literally his life.

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